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~FREE PDF ⚑ The Executioner's Song ☪ WITH AN INTRODUCTION BY ANDREW O HAGANIn The Summer OfGary Gil Robbed Two Men Then He Shot Them In Cold Blood For Those Murders Gil Was Sent To Languish On Death Row And Could Confidently Expect His Sentence To Be Commuted To Life Imprisonment In America, No One Had Been Executed For Ten YearsBut Gary Gil Wanted To Die, And His Ensuing Battle With The Authorities For The Right To Do So Made Him Into A World Wide Celebrity And Ensured That His Execution Turned Into The Most Gruesome Media Event Of The Decade Finished after three years and three copies Totally worth the thousand pages of time, even with all the gaps and hassle. Gary Gil s died in photographs are black and white They are all mugshots Gray faced still if they were to be in color mug shots of crimes of who knows what Living or dead Gray smirks and flat lines and nothing reaching the eyes because they are always somewhere else Some live to get to heaven and another hopes it won t be as bad the next go around Crimes to be and crimes of the soul The photograph captions might say, We always knew he d be up to no good The inside caption says, I don t know what I knew Does it have to be that way The photos are taken with a box painted black and a hole cut into it There s an entire roll of a guy name Skeeziz going down on himself The view is seen through the eye of an obsidian ring gifted by the man butt fucked in jail Waiting for the roll to come back but it never does Staring contest time Score one point for Gary Gil If anyone knew then what anyone doesn t really know now Turn to the left It is Racist Gary Turn to the right Country and western Gary appears Do the hokey pokey and turn your self about Poetic Gary Artist Manque Gary is only in the dark room The front shows Texas Gary I laughed through my nose when the queen inmate gives props to his fellow Texan and the back could be Karma County Gary, in another life Gary the movie star is on tv and Gary the killer Irishman represents You ll get a t shirt Gary the romantic signs autographs with roses and kisses Don t love anyone but me, baby I ll say I ll die for you but I m really dying for me Look the other way when a kid is sent to juvie and look back again for the big finish The seconds between flashes burn the irises of lights on 24 7 in the prison cell as if that wouldn t drive someone insane There are billboards all along the way that say Nike Let s do it already and ride in the shoes of another The shoes might be a beat up mustang that stopsthan it starts Tension building out of tedium Does it ever stop It doesn t start Facing oneself Gil wins and loses It s a giant staring contest and playing chicken No, this photo came out all wrong There are red eyes and he looks like a demon Now he s old and frozen young The Executioner s Song is exactly the kind of book that I love the most Descriptions in my head that I can see Like Nicole Baker s kid sister April Her disturbed lips that droop on the corners like a truly crazy person from the nut house that both sisters frequented as teens The hunger in her that gnawed if she wasn t always talking It feels like that about people I know that Something I can understand and trust because it doesn t feel like being told this is the edited tv interview and an hysterical tv host with an agenda sorry, Geraldo I didn t look up your teary interview with Gil s deathwish lawyer It is well past depressing what journalism in this day is Nicole s cellphone would be hacked, among other things Actually, it s kind of eerie what with mentions of Murdoch, big pay dates and exclusive rights for stories The snowball s hell in chance of fair play started picking up momentum a long time ago Photographs and reading for what feels true is something else The why is in the steps of those Let s Do it Nikes Take me to the edge of the cliff and now let s play chicken to see if I can jump too I recognize the tension and the tedium of what doesn t start I can t stop thinking about Nicole Baker I m so impressed that she was honest about things that would make her look really bad Her relationship with her children neglectful , prostitution, her and Gary fooling around with the young Rosebeth, Gary s mostly repressed pedophilia, Nicole s taste of it the tragic tale as old as time of learning from what was done to you She s the most embarrassed about her second husband saying she was a bad lover I think I loved Nicole when she tells Gary about the letter her eleven year old self wrote to a perverted boy who wouldn t leave her alone She dares him to do those things for real Then she tears up the letter, shocked by what she had written Her mom tapes the letter together and accuses little Nicole with it She sleeps with a lot of men who would be grateful for any lay to feel better about herself Wasn t that something It really is like she lived with one foot in one world and the other in the other That might be from falling in love all of the time Other world dreaminess It was definitely a lot to do with their dad letting the rapist buddy of his have unfettered access to his daughter in her childhood Yeah, he didn t know Right Younger April gets gang raped and force fed drugs No wonder they were insane Or locking her up in the nuthouse at fourteen as much a cure as juvenile prison was for kids and only letting her out to force her to marry that sicko Or the second husband, Barrett Boy, was he something he meets her when she s being gang banged by other dudes at a party They ll love the fifteen year old girl, all right Nineteen year old Nicole WOULD have sympathies for Gary Gil, a man let out of prison for the longest bit of freedom he d have had since fourteen years of age he is thirty five when he is executed I was impressed by the pictures of Nicole looking at Gary, Gary looking at Nicole, Nicole looking at April, April looking at Nicole, Gary s cousins looking at Gary Hoping Nicole wasn t always the girl fucking a store manager for food stamps money to pay for car repairs so she d have to stop hitching to visit Gary in prison to Nicole I was impressed with this book for walking with both feet on both sides of her worlds The world where she didn t want to live and be with Gary after death The world that got creeped when anyone tried to own her it might be bad that I base too much of people based on myself, but I knew Nicole would dump Gary before she did because I d have been just as creeped by the neediness Of any of her men The Nicole that talked to herself as if all of that shit wasn t going down and all there was ever going to be was shit It was half bravery, half blindness One foot in and out The last written about Nicole is that she is deeply religious and married I wonder if she has unwavering truth and belief about that love as she did in her dreamy worlds at the age of ninteen Probably I can t respect any view that pretends what one person was to one person is how they are all to everyone else Like I said, this is my kind of book exactly I have my doubts about what some of them say, though The Executioner s Song doesn t purport all of its stories as fact It s like being somewhere yourself and deciding if you can trust your own memories or not Like I don t believe that April was thinking of Nicole and didn t fuck Gary when he took her around for his crime spree and one of the murders she was waiting in the car He also took her to see One Flew Over the Cuckoo s Nest That killed me the first time when he ruined the movie for everybody else He went to the same nuthouse and even saw the film filmed from his prison window, or so he claimed April had already been dumped by her sister s first husband Gary would play chicken and lose It comes out that he never killed anybody else on release he had bragging rights to killing a black inmate , or homosexuality he made out a couple of times with pretty boys Fucked one pretty one It didn t do anything for him Right He d lose trust game but Gary wouldn t keep lying Inbetween poses there d be evidence of the truth I don t know, I found that to be fascinating You can tell a lot about people by what they think you want to hear I had the feeling from Gary that it was from talking to himself for so long, perhapsthan the kid s wish to shock adults He put on those poses for himself Does it getalone than life in prison Was he a failure because he couldn t know how to live outside of it Their love letters were both ridiculous as any teenagers in love they were very much teenagers would be Self serving especially for Gary His true selfishness came through in his manipulation of Nicole to kill herself so no one else could ever have her but him He didn t know Nicole, then, if he thought she wouldn t be with any other men Talking in the dark and building up truth out of desires, hopes and a big fuck you to everything else life, for one Too long in prison of loneliness But they were so much the same in the playing chicken in that staring contest and the truth coming back that I can t help feel that some of it was a kind of love The pictures might have some auras of bad spirits around them All of the bullets from all of the firing squads in Utah wouldn t penetrate the bad feelings, the build up and frustration Impatience for something to happen I think it made sense that Gil did any of the things he did It was that keeping things away like a pee dance to ward off evil It wasn t that he was stupid and didn t know where he d end up He would get tired and would want to die I didn t need to read the book or know anything about Gary Gil to understand why he wanted to die It wasn t guilt Self hate that hasto do with how you feel about yourself than what others feel about you I think that it was slithering towards the light at the end of the tunnel and the worm is blind and can t see which way out of the picture If ghosts are created in the atmosphere when something really horrific happens in a spiritual kind of sense like Star Wars when all of the voices cried out together after they snuffed it at the long hands of the empire I think maybe it is like worm holes are created in whatever living and breathing sense there might be of morality, spirituality and humanity Worm holes for putting a fourteen year old kid in prison Gil was not born a murderer and keeping him there Something I ask people a lot when they get on their high horses about other peoples lives What if one of those times they went out drinking and driving they killed someone Or their innocent high school hijinks of fake ids happened post 911 when having a fake id is a federal crime Mandatory sentences, making an example of someone Worm holes that are bigger than the world Could you slither out I tend to get depressed and stew in hopelessnessthan getting angry but that one really does me When people don t care about stuff like that Worm holes that they used a firing squad because they wanted blood shed Worm holes of killing two men because they were there Worm holes of punishing a family the ending of Gary s mom Bessie sitting at her window despite death threats, maybe because of like a dare, from the public Shit Worm holes of Gary s trying to control Nicole and all of the young girls who wrote to him in prison because he was just the neatest thing since government cheese or the invention of tampons A LOT of young women were attracted to him Yikes They were like Nicole loving what they couldn t love about themselves in another person blind and slitheringly lost Worm holes of abuse begettingabuse Will the 24 7 prison lights ever go off enough to shed some light How does it fix society to lock away and forget until its time to bouncebullet holes off the bad spirits Whether one believes that they have long underwear protecting them in their lives, or reincarnation like Gil believed, I think that Norman Mailer s The Executioner s Song does deserve to be a classic grumble For the pictures, and the staring and the chicken and the trust game when you don t know if someone even caught you, and telling the truth The lights are still burning Worm holes don t go away if you remain blind If I were to listen as well as burn my retinas I d hear Stewart Copeland there rocking the short shorts and the drums It s skins to skin Andy Summers has one eye on Sting s leanings towards sentimentality someone removed his stinger Probably fell off after hours of tantric sex and the other on his pocket where Robert Fripp s phone number is safely tucked away Sting s distinctive voice that seems to say, Hey, I m Sting says to Bring on the Night I couldn t stand another hour of daylight I d listen to The Police s song about Gil in the dark when I was a thirteen year old fan I had the videos, the books My first concert, my first tape, my first cd, my first record I wanted to die too I d try to stay awake as long as possible because at night I could finally be alone Hey, don t make fun of me If it weren t for Sting I d not have discovered Dennis Potter either That was another branch of sky reaching beauty on my ugly tree with roots in the down and dirty of bad taste Hey I was with Andy We hated the sap Does this make you laugh One of Gil s favorite stories is about giving Fungoo the kinda retarded and retardedly trusting inmate a tattoo on the back of his neck The tattoo is of a penis Fungoo comes back upset because his parents are coming to visit and could Gary please change it to a snake or something He doesn t trust anyone else to do it Gary makes it a three headed penis He couldn t resist I laughed Maybe that s why I liked this book so much It s the dark parts of yourself you hope no one hears loneliness of bad spirits and hoping to live another day for what I loved it because it didn t pretend It s why I kinda love Nicole, bad parts and all Pictures tell a story they don t capture the soul into one thing Tommy Lee Jones wrinkled like a hounddog Damn, no I haven t seen this yet It s on netflix streaming so soon I m sad to have finished this book But I doubt the movie is this good It will probably be the self serving mirror image and not the daring to show yourself kinda mirror staring. There is a TED talk by Bryan Stevenson, about racial and class injustice in the prison system, that asks what I have come to realize is the hardest and most important question about capital punishment It is not does a guilty criminal deserve to die but does the state have a right to kill This is a basic and obvious question, but it seems to take a backseat to the first question in discussions about the death penalty The argument over capital punishment is as much orgut driven as it is reasoned Having read this book, working for the government, seeing bureaucracy in motion, I have to say that I have little faith in the state s objectivity, its ability to decide a man s life Many elements of the Gil execution are horrifying And I used to be pro death penalty, before I read about it in practice, because I believe that people like Ted Bundy, Richard Ramirez, and Tiny Davis have perpetrated some true evil and should permanently lose their freedom But, do we have the right to kill them as the anti death penalty coalition in this book asks to show that killing is wrong I don t know Anything but a yes, absolutely answer to that question is a working no it is too weighty an issue to say ehgo ahead As far as the justice served, I don t understand how killing someone especially one, two, multiple years after the crime is supposed to assuage anything for the victim s family So, the book It s hopeless and profoundly depressing, not just in Gary s death but in the lives of its main characters They are married and divorced way too young, sexually violated, mentally ill, chronically poor For the first third of the book, Gary s let out of prison on robbery charges, goes to live with relatives who put faith in his rehabilitation and try to set him up with jobs and a place to live Then he meets this girl, Nicole She s something like 15 years younger than him They have this obsessive, mostly sexual relationship and then she leaves him and he kills a couple people to keep from killing her Then when he s on trial in prison waiting to die, she comes back and falls for him harder than ever A great chunk of the book is the sexy, misspelled, uncannily teenage love letters they write back and forth You see why it s such a marketable story, why media outlets competed hard for the rights to it.Oh yeah a good portion of the book is about the media too It is the least interesting part of the book, unless you like watching people with tragic lives get further exploited.The Executioner s Song is a feat It is not pleasant but it is an overlook to the way some people s real lives happen to work out, by luck, decision or both Mailer s writing lacks that technicolor sensation of fictionalized accounts of real people it is a long drive on a scenery free road on an overcast day, no neatly packaged endings with grand lessons learned but a fade away Some exasperation I do wonder what Nicole Baker is up to today, how frequently she thinks of Gary still She compels me, just as she compelled everyone else. GARY MARK GILLMORE IS DEADThis book is a faboulas account of Gary Mark Gill and those who shaped his life Gary was a thief from the beginning and served over half his life in prison Coming out of prison as a thirtyfive year old man, not knowing how to work, cary on relationships, or do any of the day to day tasks we all face, Gary kills two people This decision gets him the firing squad in Utah While he is on death row many family members and lawers as well as the press are trying to stay the execution which was much against Gary s wishes He thought that getting executed would earn him absolution He attempts, with his lover Nicole, to commit suicide twice to no avail I recommend everyone reads this book O and by the way it is a true story Enjoy and Be Blessed Diamond Long read 1,050 pages of history about the life and death of an American that was executed by firing squad in 1977 in Utah This is Norman Mailer s answer to Truman Capote s In Cold Blood that was published in 1969 and started a new literary classification called non fiction novels.I read this with a lawyer as a reading buddy We spent 14 days 1 day per part Here is the discussion thread containing our daily thoughts Sorry if some of the phrases are in Filipino.Gary Mark Gil 1940 1977 had spent half of his life in jail when he was paroled crime robbery in 1976 at the age of 36 He tried all sort of jobs while living with his uncle Vern Domico However, as his cousin Brenda commented when Gil encountered all sorts of many problems while working,he was locked up when he was supposed to be learning about how to earn a decent livingSo, the disillusioned Gil, confused on how to live outside the prison, turned to booze, drugs and ways, illegal as they were, he knew on how to escape from the reality of a bigger prison called life He fell in love with an 18 y o sexy teenager Nicole and the love turned to obsession When Nicole left him, Gil killed Nicole s new boyfriend then afterwards, on the same night, killed a man he had not even met before This somehow summarizes the first half of the book I liked the story because of its readability, its call for a reform in the US penal laws in fact according to Wiki, this case triggered a nationwide debate on death penalty upon this book s release and Mailer s crystal clear and emphatic characterizations Had the book ended here, it would have gotten 4 stars from me.The second half of the book is not as effective as the first half It tells, basically, the aftermath of Gil s conviction death A big part of this second half is spent on negotiations for the film right to turn Gil s life into a movie, the repeated appeal the Stay resulting to several postponements of the execution and the eternal love between Gary Gil and Nicole that reminded me of Romeo and Juliet because at one point, they both took drugs as they attempted a double suicide Aside from the last one and Gil s interactions with his family, his mother Bessie and his youngest brother Mikal half of the book is utterly boring Not only it is anti climactic but it is too detailed on things that I am not interesting for me My interest only got up again when Gil was finally killed but that was only discussed in the last two parts and they were not able to bring back the emotional impact that this book was able to do in its first half.Overall, a good book to know how the legal criminal system in the US worked in the 70s Compared to our here in the Philippines, my reading buddy explained to me that they have a jury system there and the judge s role is just that of a facilitator There is also this legal procedure called Next Friend She also refresh my mind on the meaning of Writs of Mandamus and Certiorari Two writs that were repeatedly mentioned in the second half.Prior to this book, I used to be unaffected whenever I heard people getting death penalty Example was when Leo Echagaray 1960 1999 was executed by lethal injection here in the Philippines after 23 years that the death penalty was removed from the Philippine law When he was executed, I told myself What kind of father is he He raped his own daughter so he deserves death It s was very easy for me to say that.Now, I would not be very quick to say so Just like Truman Capote s In Cold Blood, this book is also an eye opener. What a book Mind numbingly good An intellectual grand slam 19 gennaio 1977 Ore 8.07Secondo libro di Norman Mailer che leggo non eguaglia la potenza devastante di Il nudo e il morto capolavoro assoluto , ma ci va vicino quattro stelle e mezza.Romanzo verit , che racconta la storia di Gary Gilmor, l uomo che condannato a morte per un duplice omicidio avvenuto nel corso di una rapina finita male rifiut di sottoporsi all estenuante e ipocrita iter dei ricorsi in appello e scelse, pretese, di essere giustiziato.Se siete interessati al libro, vi rimando alla pagina di Wikipedia che lo riguarda non illudetevi di leggerlo perch fuori catalogo da tempo, non esiste una versione in e book e perfino trovarlo in biblioteca un impresa titanica.https youtu.be 8IDnc4Tir3Q I never got round to reviewing this mighty five star masterpiece before because I thought it spoke for itself But I just reread one long chapter and was again knocked out, it s just beautiful stuff Not having read anything else by stormin Norman except his dubious, lubricious biography of Marilyn Monroe I liked it but the pictures were better, I mean to say, he had about 8 wives himself and he was moaning out loud that he d never married Marilyn, really it was a bit gross I had thought he was one of the most style conscious American writers but in this book, it being one of those non fiction novels like In Cold Blood, he throws style right out the window and it s all written in ironed flat just the facts affectless Carver speak, an absolute delight to read Of course, what a story There s this scene, you know it s gonna come up, Mailer knows, Gary knows he s in prison, Mailer is interviewing, and they discuss who s going to be playing Gary in the inevitable movie.what he got was Tommy Lee Jonesand his own Juliet, Nicole Bakergot Rosanna ArquetteThey couldn t be complaining none.The Executioner s Song is pure underclass literature, like Random Family Adrian LeBlanc , the essays of Theodore Dalrymple, Crimes in Southern Indiana Frank Bill , The Beans of Egypt, Maine Carolyn Chute , London Labour and the London Poor Mayhew and so on, and it might possibly be the best, because most detailed, of all of these attempts to portray life at the bottom which is hard to do, because those who come from the bottom tend to be trying to get away from it in their writing Genet, Jack Abbott , which means that the writers who try to portray these complex, frenzied lives are looking from the outside in, and often the whole thing is beyond them, how could it not be Mailer got everyone on board, talked to everyone, laid everything out, let everyone speak for themselves It was a feat Brilliant Must read. I can t resist the deliciously apparent metaphor provided by the circumstance that it took me pretty much exactly from Christmas to Easter to read this epic, 1100 page book about the life and death of Gary Gil 1100 pages I ve only read one longer book in my life, The Glass Bead Game, which was so good it took less than a week to read Obviously, this book wasn t in the same league.But it was much better than expected, since I d otherwise been nursing a nascent hatred of Mailer initially spawned by my dissatisfaction with the wretched Armies of the Night I figured I d give him another shot though, I mean, people fucking worship Mailer So, why not try the OTHER book he won a Pulitzer for And indeed, The Executioner s Song was well played and well deserving of that honor The book is actually broken into two separate books the first is, at its core, an intact and insulated lovestory set in rural Utah between a recently sprung life long convict and his new lady love The first book never hints at a larger world it is a completely zoomed in microcosm that never really roams farther than a couple of blocks of a single small town There s a small cast, and the reader feels a sense of security in the smallness of the story, and the finite boundaries of its physical and emotional domains.The second book is an instant and complete paradigm shift It zooms out on the first paragraph from small town Utah to the broader country and watches the firestorms that are set off when Gil refuses to appeal his death sentence after being tried for murders to which he admits Extremely suddenly, the sense of nearly idyllic security provided by having just read 500 pages about 4 or 5 people in a single town is exploded by the introduction of all of the big time journalists Geraldo Rivera, Barbara Walters , politicians the Supreme Court, the president , Hollywood producers big names in the 70 s, though lost on me today , and celebrities when Johnny Cash calls, Gil says, Is this the real Johnny Cash Oh yeah Well this is the real Gary Gil who swoop down into Provo, Utah, to capitalize on the sensationalism of capital punishment.It was a nerdy delight to discover that much of the second book is really an exercise in the minutae of civil and criminal procedure in the federal courts, as Gil s lawyers wrangled with the ACLU and other civil rights groups for Gil s right to die Gil was the first person executed in the US after the Supreme Court issued and then rescinded a moratorium on the death penalty As if the issue of capital punishment wasn t thorny enough in 1970 s politics, Gil threw the wrench of WANTING to be executed, and of wanting the right NOT to appeal From a legal standpoint, it was a mess of tangled and conflicting jurisprudence, and everyone from the local magistrate in Provo to the District Court to the Tenth Circuit to the Supreme Court weighed in numerous times Through much of the first half, I figured this was Mailer s FUCK YOU to Capote for In Cold Blood This was Mailer s response, and if you re going to take on In Cold Blood, it might as well be 1100 pages But I was wrong This book does a whole lotit encapsulates In Cold Blood, in a sense It tells that story a small town rocked by murders, and the boys who done it, and the execution But Mailer tells the other story too, and it turns out to be just as compelling the legal wrangling, the movie deals, the fancy New York lawyers who fly in with the contracts, the Hollywood bigwigs who move in for the kill literally, into the TraveLodge by the prison.In good conscience I can recommend this book without reservation But, it IS 1100 pages..And now, on to Fear Loathing on the Campaign Trail When will this New Journalism streak end